That's what I was promised! Wow, I think that guy was brutally honest about himself. I should have told him we sell male enhancement products. In fact they were right there on the counter I so should have pointed them out! Darn.
So the other day one of the janitors was teasing me because I kept selling showers. (there are showers there for the truckers to use, they are $10 and we only have ten showers) So the janitors have to keep up on them because we don't have enough showers for everyone who wants one then they get cranky. So he kept teasing me and joking around about it. Well I haven't even seen a shower, I am forbidden to go back there for safety reasons. So he promised me that tomorrow (yesterday now) he would escort me and let me have a looksie. But after that I changed it I told him I would clean a shower for him. That way I can know what he has to go through every time I sell a shower. So I cleaned a shower! I cant believe it, it was so completely random and he didn't think that I would actually do it. But now he thinks I am a keeper lol. I guess I am clicking with everyone now. Even the janitors.
On a more serious note I have been doing a lot of thinking. (it was really slow at work). Yesterday I talked to mom about how not going to a university am I missing out on anything? Yes mom I know I told you I was talking about someone else, and I really was but now I am talking about me.
Is my going to a community college making me miss out on things that I could be doing at a University?I hear about some of my friends at the universities and how they are all going to parties and do just about nothing on the weekends. And I cant help but to be jealous. I want to go to a party. It isn't like I want to drink and get drunk, that is not my motive here. But am I missing on some critical things that all my other friends are experiencing? I know I am happy where I am. I LOVE my apartment, school, and I am starting to like work. I am happy where I am. I am making lots of friends, and even having some over. But I cant help but have that nagging thought in the back of my mind what else is there?
When I first started telling people my plans for college a couple years ago family friends would ask are you staying in a dorm? They all talked about their great experiences from their dorm days and all the good times they had.
Le sigh, why cant I just be happy. Why do I always have to find something that is getting me down. I am going to stop thinking like this, I need to be more positive about everything. Cause I am happy here, I know I am.
Except its starting to get really cold outside....the snow is coming soon... oh great.
Sunday, October 5, 2008
Best Three Minutes of my Life
Posted by free2be at 10:07 AM
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The grass is NOT always greener on the other side. In some respects dorm living would be like High School, pushing you into relationships you may not normally seek out. Then having to deal with all the “she said, she did stuff.” Remember those days?
I’m not sure I’d use the people we we’re talking about as your barometer of happiness or fun-o-meter. Know what I mean sista?
My guess is, the stories and emotion that is being exuded is not totally real.
If going to lots of parties is what life’s all about, I’m sure you could find ALL kinds of people to party with!! Know what I mean sista?
You’re making your way on your terms! No student debt, not sharing a bathroom with 10 other girls, the education you want, the friendships you choose and a great red couch to sit on that over look’s the pool and the hot dudes!
I think you need to stop thinking so much…..you must have too much time on your hands!!
XXOOXX - Momalo
Like much in life, when you choose one thing you wonder if a different choice was the better one. You spent so much time planning what you are doing at this moment....it's not like you jumped into something unthinkingly. You are right where you are meant to be.....you should read your own blog.....that comes across so clearly. You couldn't wait to get out of high school....and, now you are.....parties will come, trust me!! Aunt Kim :)
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